She was so funny, emotional, caring, defensive... She was a food addict, smoker and recluse... She would get so hyper at times and scream at you for doing something she didn't like.. What was it? Only she would know... Lydja...blackbird fly into the sky let out your love your song soft and high... How you were murdered by a psycho... How your time ended so early... I just can't believe that it happened... Pray for me Lydj - in heaven -pray, pray for your family... Your life taught me much about caring and friendship... Watch over us Lydja - We all need you now!